Dear Diary,
we have safely embarked upon the later part of 2013, so where does that leave us?
I don't know about you, but for me it has been a new start. I left the place where I had to go to bed nightly scared of waking up because of the thought of stepping into... that environment. I left the place where I had younger men who had seen lesser of the world than I did, told me what I should say and should not say in the office. I left the place where I could not perform even though I had always been a performer.
Here I have a new start, am back to the old trade (though not able to do the same things I used to), income, total carte blanche, and more time to myself.
Thus why I am looking very seriously into my business plans now - been intending to do them for awhile now, but never started on a massive scale. Now I am meeting up entrepreneur friends to seek more advice, and meeting actual potential suppliers to negotiate the possibilities of working together.
I need to work very hard very soon again.
Though not forgetting the dear friends and lovely high-teas, dinners, some painting, and drinks indulgences. I am a very lifestyle kind of person, really I am. These make me happy, oh so. Last week I managed to dine at most of the places I had been meaning to for a while. Planning a couple of trips overseas to meet suppliers as well, but for now I need to draft a business proposal for my massive project. I am also working on the third book now.
Well, who says that someone who has failed once cannot stand up again? I had my stage, the shining stage. I lost it rather suddenly, and with it I lost my confidence. But who's to say that I cannot stand up and stand tall again, perhaps even more so? Everyone tells me I was born to succeed, and that is why I cannot sit back and do nothing. I am actually excited about these business ideas.
Still addicted to my Russian and French songs, but that is about it. The deeper aspects of my thoughts, shall be revealed shortly. Oh, may be attending a charity dinner organized by my political preference group as well.
More to come, so stay with me, sweethearts. Loads of kisses.
